marți, 13 iunie 2017

Life is a diode

It only goes one way.

A living, breathing forest. An eternal, everlasting, bewildering beauty.

Dear L. ,

I was a bolt of lightning. I was a searing hot ray. The forest amazed me, the forest inspired me. It was an invitiation.
I was a bolt of lightning. I set you ablaze. Why did i set you ablaze?
Can the forest forgive me?
I set you ablaze. I was...
Will the forest ever forgive me?
I was a lightning. But i did not come without a storm.
I was a lightning. But i came without thunder.
I was a storm. Now, it's raining.
I set you ablaze.
I am rain.
Will the forest forgive me?
I set fire to the forest.
I am rain.
But does the forest know, that i am raining?
I am raining, for the forest.
I want to become the forest.
I was lightning.
But does the forest know?
I set you ablaze, my dear forest.
I want to be like you
I ruined you, i ruined your beauty.
I ruined your leaves. I ruined your beauty
I am rain.

"I was lightning
I was a storm too
But i had no thunder
How could i warn you?"

I am the sun,
I couldn't see from the clouds,
What have i done to my forest?
How can i shine?

I became the moon, quiet
Where is my forest?
What have i done?

My dear forest, i wasn't a storm
I am the sun, how can we form
A heaven on earth, a place of wonder
My dear forest, i am no thunder

Seeing upon, the things i've done
Where is my forest, why are you gone?
It wasn't my lightning, it wasn't my storm
I am the sun, my rays need a home.

But even though, your trees are down
Your leaves burnt, but your seeds in the ground.
I am the sun, i will give life
My rays need a home, my rays like a knife
...cutting through the burnt ashes
Deep down in your soil
Let me give birth
To a new living home!

I am the sun, i wasn't the lightning
Your seeds can feel me
I am shining

Your leaves are sprouting
I heat up the ground
The water is rising
This is the sound

The sound of rain, not of a storm
I was not the lightning, but you can reborn
I am the sun, my heat you will take
A wonderful home, together we make!


Can the forest forgive me?